Why the hell shouldn't I kill myself?

I'm so sick of being alive. I'm a frequent poster on here as most of u probably know. I've had two accounts on here. but let me get to the point. a lot of u have seen me post so many depressing questions. asking about depression and ost items. I've decided to stop fighting my losing battle. I really quit life right now. I know the usual responses I'm gonna get. "Don't do it", "call a hotline", "Go to God".... I'VE TRIED IT ALL!!!!! I've tried staying alive. I've BEGGED God to take away the pain and hurt I've experienced. but truth is that God won't. He gives me short term happiness. A COUPLE MINUTES OF JOY!!! then it's back to depression. I've called the f***** hotlines and the people r so careless. they say the same bull**** that they've been told to say. I've been in therapy for years. off and on. Now my therapist is trying to go off of our weekly basis agreement and go every two weeks. I need therapy every week. I've been on antidepressants and all they do is make me feel like ****. THEY DON'T WORK!!! None of my efforts in life have worked. I know the permanent solution to temporary problem bull**** too. but my problem has been going on for three years and over these past three years more **** piles up. I've tried telling my family but I know I'm hurting them. I love them but I'm sick of this. I wish there was some way to make them not care about me anymore. for them to turn away so I could end this life. I wish I wasn't so afraid of God's wrath. I don't wanna go on anymore. What more can a person do after all their efforts have failed. WHAT CAN I DO?!?!?! Give me one reason besides "my family, friends, and future, and religion" why I shouldn't kill myself. Why shouldn't I stop my suffering?